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About Me Premium Member Varied Artist sapphire-blackrose22/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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I Dare You To Try

You can cage the beast, but you can never tame her.
You can tether the beast, but you can never own her.
You can ridicule, torture, humiliate, and shame me, but you can NEVER take away my determination to rise.

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My newest works. Take a look! :aww:

Random Favourites

My entire collection of all pieces that I love done by other artists ^_^ There is a lot of different stuff in here, and a lot of talent too :love:

Frozen in the Moment of Pain

I'm actually using it as my desktop background.

Still Here....Surprising really after tonight.....

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 26, 2009, 10:33 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Calming music...tho it's making me cry >.<
  • Reading: Chats and goddess knows what else...
  • Watching: Webcam with a guy who cares....
  • Playing: haven't had time nor the heart lately
  • Eating: chocolate of some kind......
  • Drinking: coffee....as usual.....
To suffer for that which you love is to live. To never suffer and still love but look down on those that do with malice and pity....that is ignorance. Those that suffer know the value of what they suffer for, because they feel it within every part of their soul.

Life will throw you curve balls, but it will also throw you roses. Do not be pessimistic about the thorns. For every bit of happiness must be balanced with a little pain.

It is all worth it to feel love even once in your entire life. I've been blessed with feeling loved four times in my life. Even if it ended horribly, I know at one time they actually loved me, and that's more than I honestly deserve.

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I'm still around. I still check everyday....somewhat...

I dunno....lately I've just not had the spark or care to create. With the holidays creeping up I feel more and more depressed and like I just don't belong in my family at all.

Tonight pretty much opened my eyes to just how right I am in thinking I don't belong.....

My own father called me by my blood mothers name in front of 17 PEOPLE. Now, he corrected himself but the damage was done. All 17 people turned away from me, sadness all over their faces. I was in shock. My own father saw me as that heartless, cruel, conniving, murderous, backstabbing, brainwashing, bitch in front of everyone in my family.

Now, I have done my very best to be the complete opposite of that whore, but I can not change the fact, no matter how hard I try, that I am the spitting image of her.

My whole family is light haired and light eyed....I'm the only member with dark eyes and hair....just like my mother.

I fell to my knees on the front steps in tears. I NEVER hit my knees until I am in my room and even then, I bury my face in my pillow and bawl my eyes out. It was tough enough choking back tears at the dinner table.

I don't fit into my family anymore. The experiences of this year alone fucked that all up. They look down on me, use me as an example of what NOT to do in your life....and they do not believe that I can rise out of the hole I have fallen into no matter how hard I try.

My own Aunt asked me if I was still considering suicide, and that if so, not to try to get sympathy or beg for help in stopping as my life was fucked up and I had no redeeming qualities left to give to society.

.......My own AUNT basically told me to off myself because my life wasn't worth saving..........Do you have ANY IDEA what that can DO to a person???? I was in SHOCK.

I will say however that I am looking forward to someone very dear to me visiting me two weeks from now. He alone gives me a reason to keep trying now...seeing as my family doesn't give two shits anymore it seems.

But yeah, I'll try to get these sketches I have been working on done soon. I have a fantastic sketch of my dragon form now that seriously, has my roommates saying they would NOT want to mess with her XD


Until I decide to update, peace out biotches!

************ART TRADE/REQUEST STATUS: OPEN**********
~At this time I'm open to all art trades and requests, but know that they will be on a first come, first serve basis as I'm not getting paid for them. They might take a little bit to get completed, just know that they WILL get completed in time. I NEVER leave a piece unfinished. They ALL get completed in time. I will go over the rules with each person for each trade/request that I receive. I prefer having one on one communication with other artists, so feel free to reach me on AIM or by email.

AIM: DreamWolfLives

Email: lunar_wolf_69@hotmail.com


***********COMMISSION STATUS: OPEN************
Sketches: $1 USA Dollar

Line art in black ink: $2 USA Dollars

Line Art with Color (Prismacolor Pencils): $3 USA Dollars

Background for computer desktops: $5 USA Dollars

Digitally (including digital shading and background) enhanced art: $10 USA Dollars

Creation of your dream Character: this is a ref sheet like my personal detailed ref except on rare occasions: $15 USA Dollars

Custom Car Decal designs (multiple colors or one straight color): $20 USA Dollars

Tattoo Designs (no color just black ink): $25 USA Dollars {$5.00 deposit}

Tattoo Designs (with color digital or prismacolor pencils): $50 USA Dollars {$10.00 deposit}

** Due to current situations, any commission that is over $20 will have a 20% no refund deposit requirement. I have posted what 20% of each price would be in brackets next to the total price.

***Side Note: Any other type of commission not mentioned is welcomed but may be declined if I feel I can't complete it to my standards. Note me in this case with your idea and I will get back to you.***

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Artists I admire/that inspire me (no particular order):

:iconxx-rin: :iconzowolf: :iconthefelinecanine: :icontanidareal: :icontacimur: :iconsnowwolfmystic: :iconskia: :iconshivita: :iconsilentravyn: :iconsilivrenwolf: :iconsilvermist: :iconshadow-wolf: :iconshadowdragon252: :iconreiq: :iconrukifox: :iconqinni: :iconoha: :iconoprisco: :iconpearleden: :iconnooj-deathseeker: :iconnoropro: :iconnorthwolf: :iconnovawuff: :iconochiba: :iconmoonmomma: :iconmoonsongwolf: :iconmysticwolfy: :iconlunaberos: :iconmajime: :iconmaned-husky: :iconmickster14: :iconlizkay: :iconkonnayasha: :iconkhaosdog: :iconkiarei-star: :iconkeevs: :iconkaminary-san: :iconkankakanka: :iconkayfedewa: :iconjessicaelwood: :iconjoncrescent: :iconjustflyakite: :iconfiremaster13: :icondirefly: :icondrachearannak: :icondusteramaranth: :iconculpeo-fox: :iconcunningfox: :iconchochi: :iconchaos--child: :iconcaptainmorwen: :iconcalicolupe: :iconblue-fish: :iconblackwolfrost: :iconarctic-sekai: :iconalvin-earthworm: :iconamuria: and :iconakreon:

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Friends/watchers that I'm close to :hug: (no particular order):

:iconnewkingofkings: :iconrebel-shadow: :iconeliments: :iconneko-illusion: :iconwolvenflames: :iconwolvesnroses: :iconwolf-and-jackle: :iconstargazer1991: :iconstarhawk4025: :iconstarwinged: :iconsolusauroraborealis: :iconsajjukkhar: :iconsapphire-shadows: :iconsapphirexkitsune: :iconsecreteclipsewarrior: :iconradiant-cadenza: :iconpurraparru: :iconpurrrinangel13: :iconprettyredwolf: :iconnooj-deathseeker: :iconnick-and-megan: :iconnightofthewolves: :iconmickster14: :iconmonkeybunny: :iconkuragarikurasu: :iconkitsune-girl: :iconkntmikado: :iconk9cat: :iconkaelita-chan: :iconjesilynne: :iconinloveandchaos: :iconguitarist0418: :iconhendrick2: :iconfenderbender368: :icondesertwindwolf: :icondastryin: :icondarkkitsuneangel: and :iconcrazyburt160:

****Let me know if I haven't added you and I'll update this asap. You all mean that much to me :love:

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Lets see...what about me is really significant? Well, i'm 5'7, slender in build as you can see, and i'm 22. Taken by my best friend :love:, oh yeah, and i'm one of the most bad ass chicks you're gonna meet that howls at the moon. Don't let the look fool you, i'm dangerous and know how to hold my own. I'm one for biting, both playfully and lethally.

My Likes:
chilling with friends, playing online games, reading, animals (not spiders or bugs in general, tho some bugs i'm ok with), art (duh), music (another duh), writing, taking walks in the woods or just in general, food so long as it's not too spicy, coffee (omg coffee is AMAZING!!!!!...>.> and I drink WAAAAAY too much of it XD), science, anything magical so long as it harms nothing (i'm Wiccan btw), and being happy (who DOESN'T like being happy? that was another duh...i REALLY shouldn't do this at 9 in the morning on no sleep...>.<

My Dislikes (oh gawd...):
Math, liars, cheaters, backstabbers, PUSHY vegetarians (sorry i LIKE my meat...mmmm bloodier the better...licks lips hungrily), my parents (long story), pushy religious people, ignorant people, cities, close-minded people, people who call anthro art "furry art" (grabs large knife and holds it threateningly at those retarded individuals..) being alone (in many ways but mostly relationship-wise), and bad manners towards a lady.

Need to know more about me? GET TO KNOW ME THEN!!! :evillaugh:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Norwich, Connecticut
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
  • Interests: Anime, manga, tattoo designs, just general enjoyment of life and existence, etc...
  • Favourite movie: Balto, Tenth Kingdom, Twilight, Phantom of the Opera, Blood and Chocolate, RENT, and many others ^^
  • Favourite band or musician: Nightwish, Evanescence, Disturbed, Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation, Avenged sevenfold and BFMV ^^
  • Favourite genre of music: Depends on my mood^^;
  • Favourite artist: Too many good ones I can't choose!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Egar Allan Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Tattoo and Fantasy/Anthros plus digital engancement
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Mine (Onyx)
  • Shell of choice: O_o?
  • Skin of choice: Wolf,dragon,anthro, hybid of all or combination ^_^
  • Favourite game: PacMan, Perfect World (it's Free ^^) and Maple Story.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Atari, Nintendo, PS3, XBox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Chitidi and Taske(Fushigi Yugi), Kyo (Fruits Basket), Inuyasha and Kagome, and Sailor Moon ^^
  • Personal Quote: Life is a continuous cycle, can you keep up?-Sapphire
  • Tools of the Trade: .7 mm pencil,.5 mm pen,.1 mm pen,Prismacolor pencils (CopicMarks soon),Photoshop7.0,8 1/2 X 11 paper

COME CHAT WITH ME!!! (if you want lol) 

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9 deviants said SURE! [link]
38%
6 deviants said erm...wah? :O_o:
6%
1 deviant said No (Me: why do you BOTHER with my polls at all? :O )

Shoutbox

*sapphire-blackrose:iconsapphire-blackrose:
Yay I gots myself a subby!! ^.^
Mon Sep 21, 2009, 6:46 AM
~SajjukKhar:iconSajjukKhar:
*glomp*
Mon Sep 29, 2008, 5:29 AM
~Routsubasa:iconRoutsubasa:
boo mrs. daemon
Wed Sep 24, 2008, 2:37 PM
~k9cat:iconk9cat:
**Shouts**........ Wasn't me... >.>
Fri Aug 15, 2008, 10:59 AM
~solusauroraborealis:iconsolusauroraborealis:
*hoooooowwwwwls in the corner*
Sat Sep 8, 2007, 5:42 PM
*sapphire-blackrose:iconsapphire-blackrose:
lol heck ya i do^^
Wed Sep 5, 2007, 7:20 AM
~desertwindwolf:icondesertwindwolf:
Hey you got one sexy journal lol
Fri Aug 17, 2007, 8:27 AM

Comments


:iconwolfspiritunbroken:
thank you for the watch ^_^

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"Evil beware. We have waffles." -Raven (Teen Titans)

The Pack summons me.
:iconsapphire-blackrose:
no problem :aww: Now GET THAT COMIC PAGE DONE!!!!!! :XD:

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Sapphira AnuFlidai: The Lovable Momma Wolfeh to all :love:

I howl at the moon because I CAN!! :evillaugh:

My cousins website [link] for all your candle needs :excited:

COFFEEEEEE!!!!:excited:...I'm a Caffeine addict :paranoid:
:iconwolfspiritunbroken:
lol

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"Evil beware. We have waffles." -Raven (Teen Titans)

The Pack summons me.
:iconnightofthewolves:
TAG! You're it!

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

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Call me Tangletalon
Icon base by !Foxybabe22
Most people die doing what they love so I'll proably die drawing
Requests closed. Art trades limited.
:iconthefallofjordan:
Awesome! Thank you so much for the kind words, and I love your stuff <3
:iconsapphire-blackrose:
Awe you're very welcome :aww: and I'm flattered/honored that you like my work so much that you would :+devwatch: me :hug:

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Sapphira AnuFlidai: The Lovable Momma Wolfeh to all :love:

I howl at the moon because I CAN!! :evillaugh:

My cousins website [link] for all your candle needs :excited:

COFFEEEEEE!!!!:excited:...I'm a Caffeine addict :paranoid:
:icononimetal:
hi!
Thank you for the :+fav:^^

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Looking for and good inker and colorist to work together, if you're interested, send me a note.
Adelson Tavares
[-Onimetal Art-]
:iconsapphire-blackrose:
You're quite welcome :aww:

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Sapphira AnuFlidai: The Lovable Momma Wolfeh to all :love:

I howl at the moon because I CAN!! :evillaugh:

My cousins website [link] for all your candle needs :excited:

COFFEEEEEE!!!!:excited:...I'm a Caffeine addict :paranoid:
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:iconcougars:
thanks for the fave mate :D

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