To suffer for that which you love is to live. To never suffer and still love but look down on those that do with malice and pity....that is ignorance. Those that suffer know the value of what they suffer for, because they feel it within every part of their soul.

Life will throw you curve balls, but it will also throw you roses. Do not be pessimistic about the thorns. For every bit of happiness must be balanced with a little pain.

It is all worth it to feel love even once in your entire life. I've been blessed with feeling loved four times in my life. Even if it ended horribly, I know at one time they actually loved me, and that's more than I honestly deserve.

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....Sorry for spamming you all with waja demo pics. I just can't seem to draw right now and coming up with the character designs on wajas is at least getting ideas flowing (plus you get a glimpse of what they're colors will be )

So yeah >.> Sorry for the "waja spam"

However, not all is bright and happy in my world.....again

I just found out that Michael Avery, the man who my blood mother dated, who is represented by Vidar in the comic, and also is the man responsible for molesting and torturing me before the age of 10, just broke out of the Florida state prison.........My father was the one who alerted me to it. He also said that when they checked the guys cell, written on the walls in blood over and over was the line "I will murder her"..........................yeeeeeeah >.> I'm not taking this well at all.

One of my biggest fears and nightmares that has plagued me since the day he was arrested, is that he would come back and eventually kill me in cold blood. The fact that he broke out and that sentence was found on his cell walls in blood.....has me beyond freaking out.

I am petrified of him. Probably more then I am of my blood mother (who thank all the gods is still in prison or I swear I'd be hiding under a rock right now ).

So yeah >.>......lovely little bit of information to add to my large pile of "what the fuck is wrong in my life" isn't it?

I think with this you can pretty much consider this year to be my worst ever now.

That's sad considering that my love life is taking a turn for the better right now I wont say much more but pretty much someone that I've been DYING to see in person is planning on visiting me very very soon .

You'll all just have to wait and find out who and what I'm talking about

And on that note.....I'll catch you cats later


Sapphira AnuFlidai

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